Illusion...!!

Once I saw a person... who was exactly like me ...!!!

I asked him what's his name? he replied... that's a twist

but how can you be so similar...

that's your illusion because I don't exist..!!

then I asked, what brings you here?

to bring your life into top gear

but do I really need you...

he stood silently with a smile

waiting for a while

and then the silence broke

which almost gave me a choke...!!!

you have not done good things in your life...

I am here to avoid your sad demise..

You can ask me whatever you want

You can take help from me in any way

You can cry on my shoulders if you need

You can laugh with me when you are sad

You can share your feelings when you are glad

You are moving into the darkness, unaware of where its leading..

its hurting you and your soul is bleeding...

See the world not how it looks, but how your heart feels

follow your heart and take the necessary turns

only that will help you to heal the burns

go out in the open, and feel the power which the almighty has vested in all

it will take long time for you....

because your soul is crippled and it has to crawl...

don't expect things to occur too fast.. just like a blast

don't be lost..

you have to be carefull as the world is too vast...

go my son... its never too late..

don't accept things believing its your fate

conquer the world which is hidden in your heart...

and that will be your perfect start...!!!

I finally asked, are you here to give me a rebirth..

He smiled again, "I am your angel on this earth"

Modern culture

Every morning when I take my first step out..

wondering why do people shout...

smartly dressed, in a hurry, and a tag is the usual picture

they don't even have time to throw a good gesture..

multi nationals is where they work..

with handsome salary and lot of perks

life is busy.. life is fast...

very soon people even forget about the blast..

I feel its monotonous and I want to depart..

but I have too become an inseperable part...

people say we are developing... we are growing..

but I say we are just following...

we are improving in quality

but what is needed is originality..

now thats something which we indian's really lack..

like a beautiful glass with a crack..

work work and work is the new culture

on top of that we cripple our minds with shares and debenture

very rare are those people who like what they pursue

everyone knows this fact at heart, but nobody dares to be true

humanity is waning and the colors are fading

people are more worried about their grading

apprehension and fear leads only to descent

leave the future and captivate the present

"carpe diem" should be the motto of life

which will make you happy and bring the real you to life

The mystery of dreams..!!

I always wonder about my dreams and the associated weird themes

I see things which really do not exist

is there a significance ? God throw some light and hold my wirst

uncomplicate the cobwebs , let me open my fists.

someone somebody will bring the light of fortune

will it happen soon? or will it be the end

struggle and pain in life make us bend, is there any way to amend

I see people, I see darkness, I see pain

Why not happiness ? even if I try.. its all in vain

The unconscious mind is the greatest explorer

but the conscious makes us to forget the expedition

I sometimes try to recollect, but the doubt remains

is this correct? and I have nobody to explain

apprehension and fear is sitting down at the base

happiness and optimism is only the superficial phase

A hole at the bottom will do the trick

it will drain out the bad and sick

To make that hole, I have to delve down deeper and deeper

at this moment I wish I was a creeper

people say that dreams are unfulfilled desires

but its hard to straigthen those strangled wires

I beleive dreams are the windows of the inner house

always giving you the opportuinities to browse

differnt parts of your life and the soul

hence to understand your ultimate goal.

A day will come when I will understand

and that will give me a reason to rise and stand.

A sad state of mind...!!

life is bad and also sad...!!

can't even remember when was the last time I was glad

Pain, suffering, misery all have clouded me

I am waiting for a ray from the bright sun

always wondering where the cream has gone from by cream bun :)

Is it the situation which was written for me

or is it some punishment from thee

for something which I did wrong and flee

love..!! sweet love is what I am searching for

I had it with me.. but like a lax fucker I made it sour

luck was never with me, I have known this for long

but still it loves to prove the fact

that boss be aware..!! I am not there to act

feeling too much frustrated and don't know what to do....

I am suffering every minute but all is becuase of me....

we have to redeem our deeds in the same life

but that pain is the sharpest knife...

oh almighty... please relieve me from this pain

give my life a newly born grain...

I have never cried so much as I am .. these days..!!

always searching for the newer ways..

to make things right and happyru

but no success..!! all my tries proved crappy...

evrything seems to be eluding away from me....

my soul is deteriorating day by day

I feel like soon I will reach my D-day....

I am strong but still can't sustain what all is going on

please give me more strength and will as an addon