My Inner Self

I live in a world of desires and unending fires....
Is it my fate or I can actually cut through these wires.....?

There is something inside me which makes me feel the feelings...
I do both the work.... the burns and the healings

Sometimes the door of my world opens up
Those delicate moments make me vulnerable...
I tend to be alone as the situation is unstable

It makes me think sometimes
Is that world also round ?
Does it also has a sky and a ground ?

Because some day I would love to stretch my arms and fly
Then I wonder who will save me from the eagles and lightnings
Am I a freak, or am I just too weak....

But then, who should I let into this world of mine
Do I get only one chance or is there scope for mistakes ?
Is it possible to keep eating the wrong cakes ?

When is eventually a destruction of this world destined?
Would that create a new me.. or would be a just a new picture pinned ?

Does the real self changes ever?
or is it just too clever !!
to fool us and create illusions
and nothing changes with the new fusions....

Illusion...!!

Once I saw a person... who was exactly like me ...!!!

I asked him what's his name? he replied... that's a twist

but how can you be so similar...

that's your illusion because I don't exist..!!

then I asked, what brings you here?

to bring your life into top gear

but do I really need you...

he stood silently with a smile

waiting for a while

and then the silence broke

which almost gave me a choke...!!!

you have not done good things in your life...

I am here to avoid your sad demise..

You can ask me whatever you want

You can take help from me in any way

You can cry on my shoulders if you need

You can laugh with me when you are sad

You can share your feelings when you are glad

You are moving into the darkness, unaware of where its leading..

its hurting you and your soul is bleeding...

See the world not how it looks, but how your heart feels

follow your heart and take the necessary turns

only that will help you to heal the burns

go out in the open, and feel the power which the almighty has vested in all

it will take long time for you....

because your soul is crippled and it has to crawl...

don't expect things to occur too fast.. just like a blast

don't be lost..

you have to be carefull as the world is too vast...

go my son... its never too late..

don't accept things believing its your fate

conquer the world which is hidden in your heart...

and that will be your perfect start...!!!

I finally asked, are you here to give me a rebirth..

He smiled again, "I am your angel on this earth"