Why do people kill..???

I always wonder why do people kill...
Is there any thrill.... You are killing someone you don't even know,
and nowdays these activities are going on with an uniterrupted flow
Is there any way to stop them or make them realise...
Or we just have to be a spectator of humanity's sad demise
who should be blamed for all these mishaps
Or is this all because wrong poeple have got powerful caps ?
power is a feeling which every human enjoys
Is it good or it always destroys ?

Criticisms are there all around the globe
But has anybody made a deep probe
As to why do these things happen

First we should give all this a deep thought
then only the solution will be sought

Or is it that nobody's is really looking for a solution
they all are just using all this for their promotion

Everything which our leaders say sounds so fake
Oh God ..please give them some brains to atleast do something for the humanity's sake

If the trend continues and terrorism goes on
no one will know when his life will be gone...

Is this the kind of world which humans desired
If this is the job assigned to humans, then I'd love to be fired.

A small poem (always wanted to write one)

When we die, what happens....
Do we go to heaven or hell or we are sent again....
If I will be given a chance of rebirth..
I will say boss..!!, not again on earth...
Some people say death is an eternal truth...
but nobody can prove it after dyeing...
so it hardly matters, even if they are lying...
So my question is , does life come again after death....??
is it a vicious circle which we have to undergo without taking a breath??
what is the concept of soul..?? does it remain the same...??
so it means if I am a bad soul.. I will be the same again.... :(
I always wanted to find these answers,
but nobody was their to guide the way...
I think when i die... everything will be answered in the right way....
Oh God..!! I am not trying to question the laws of nature....
Just treat me as a small minuscule creature....
stuck up in some complicated things....
help me out, give me the necessary wings
which will break these webs and and I will fly out into the springs.......

job search..!!

i have started searching for a new job as my current company is unstable....
had attended interviews during last months but nobody gave me an offer...
:(
some say... u are expensive.... some dnt say anything at all... don't know when i wil get a new job....
i have to sacrifice my MBA preparations also...
everybody else has got jobs... i m among hte few left ones... may be something good is waiting for me... but this is just an optimistic thought ..... which gives me some satisfaction....

days are going on and same is the case with my hope... :( :(

dnt knw where i m leading to... just hope tht i get in a good mba college .... otherwise nothing good is there in life.... but still along with all this stuff... i m trying ... beacause no defeat is final until u stop trying .... :) :) :)
i know i flicked it from a poster :P
where are the good companies who need good people like me :)
My decision of joining this company turned out to be a disaster for me... there were a lot of other options when i was in college.... but i was decieved ..... i got carried away with boasting remarks of the people from the company......
all others who joined different companies got there appraisals also...
things are just not going well this time...
tomorrow i have an interview... and lets see what life brings now... :)
but interviews always happen... importnat is to get through them :)
chalo... i wil hope for the best .. and try hard...
thats all i can do......... :)

Know yourself..!!

Many people think that they know themselves .... but the irony of the situation is when you feel that you know yourself.. its the point when you have just started to know about you.... according to some people the ultimate aim of life is to discover yourself.... but i deny this fact.. to know yourself is the basic requirement to achieve the ultimate aim of life... if you have one..!
i sometimes feel that i m bored of my lifestyle but i cannot figure out what exactly to change.... which leads to creeping of frustration which actually cripples my mind... i don't know what is the ultimate aim of my life..... but ya at this point i would like to say that people always tell "live life to its fullest" but nobody actually tells what it means and what to do exactly.. it can have different meanings to different people out there... the basic problem of the system is that you cannot live life to the fullest................... yesterday i was discussing about what if i m given three wishes.... my friend was saying he wants money and charm in him so that girls are attracted.... but will it give me happiness or will it be a momentarily pleasure... then i thought .. what will i ask if i get three wishes... i was stuck.... shit man i don't even know what i will ask for... so does that mean i don't know what i want from my life... or rather it can mean that i am satisfied with what i am... but i am not... that i know for sure... so what do i want..????? stuck...!!!!!
who can help me out then.... i should help myself or things will help me out my way................
then sometimes i think how can i have an ultimate aim in life... bcz even if i achieve something like that then i will need something else... bcz people have a desire for things till they are away from them... once they get them... that desire and love slowly fades away... so does that mean i cannot have an ultimate aim in life... i should set targets and go on achieving them till the end of my life...............................
like now i want to do an MBA next year... so my aim should me to achieve that.. after gettin into a desired college... i will set another target for myself.... but where this all will lead me to.....
i guess i have to wait and find out..........................................................

deep desires...!!!!

Everybody has some deep desires hidden into his oceanic mind or sometimes in his small but voluminous heart........ have u ever tried to delve into those things, actually u should try and make a dip into it,
sometimes i dream of a perfect world.... which according to me is a deep lush valley, caressed by flowers and trees that eternally blossom, inhabited by animals that serve as gentle companions and by people who spend their days loving, creating, and selflessly serving humanity.This is the world of a rare...
then their is a deep desire inside everyone which some people say desire of love.. i dont want to give it a word.... for me its something which cant be put on paper.. i believe that love requires a profound, emotional and spiritual bond, to attain this state i have to endure a lot of pain and sacrifice... but all will be worth it, But this is the world of my imagination...... when reality intrudes then i realize that no human can perfectly match the fantastic images of love in my mind.. then i try to adjust but always trying my hard to find such a person or to change the person if i have already found a close match.......