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Showing posts with label Sadness. Show all posts
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Monday, February 21, 2011

The mystery of dreams..!!

I always wonder about my dreams and the associated weird themes
I see things which really do not exist
is there a significance ? God throw some light and hold my wirst
uncomplicate the cobwebs , let me open my fists.

someone somebody will bring the light of fortune
will it happen soon? or will it be the end
struggle and pain in life make us bend, is there any way to amend
I see people, I see darkness, I see pain
Why not happiness ? even if I try.. its all in vain

The unconscious mind is the greatest explorer
but the conscious makes us to forget the expedition
I sometimes try to recollect, but the doubt remains
is this correct? and I have nobody to explain

apprehension and fear is sitting down at the base
happiness and optimism is only the superficial phase
A hole at the bottom will do the trick
it will drain out the bad and sick
To make that hole, I have to delve down deeper and deeper
at this moment I wish I was a creeper

people say that dreams are unfulfilled desires
but its hard to straigthen those strangled wires
I beleive dreams are the windows of the inner house
always giving you the opportuinities to browse
differnt parts of your life and the soul
hence to understand your ultimate goal.

A day will come when I will understand
and that will give me a reason to rise and stand.

A sad state of mind...!!

life is bad and also sad...!!
can't even remember when was the last time I was glad

Pain, suffering, misery all have clouded me
I am waiting for a ray from the bright sun
always wondering where the cream has gone from by cream bun :)

Is it the situation which was written for me
or is it some punishment from thee
for something which I did wrong and flee

love..!! sweet love is what I am searching for
I had it with me.. but like a lax fucker I made it sour

luck was never with me, I have known this for long
but still it loves to prove the fact
that boss be aware..!! I am not there to act

feeling too much frustrated and don't know what to do....
I am suffering every minute but all is becuase of me....

we have to redeem our deeds in the same life
but that pain is the sharpest knife...

oh almighty... please relieve me from this pain
give my life a newly born grain...

I have never cried so much as I am .. these days..!!
always searching for the newer ways..
to make things right and happyru
but no success..!! all my tries proved crappy...

evrything seems to be eluding away from me....
my soul is deteriorating day by day
I feel like soon I will reach my D-day....

I am strong but still can't sustain what all is going on
please give me more strength and will as an addon