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A novice writer trying to re-assemble the words and think whether it changes their meaning.....

Thursday, April 14, 2011

Kuch Shabd Dil Se.....

zindagi ki kitaab mein kuch shabd dhundla se jaate hain
chah kar bhi hum unhein padh nahi paate hain......

ye raasta zindagi ka bahut bahut lamba aur anjaana sa lagta hai
fir bhi har koi humein jaana pehchana sa lagta hai...

fir kyun sirf kisi kisi ki khushi mein khushi mehsoos hoti hai
aur aise logo ki zindagi mein bahut kami mehsoos hoti hai...

na jaane kyun main sabko khush karna chahta hun....
is zindagi ka matlab samajhna chahta hun...
har dard mein rahat chahta hun....
us khuda ko mehsoos karna chahta hun....

chalte hue rah mein mushkilein bhi aati hain
tab logo ki kahi hui baatein yaad aati hain
mushkilon ka saamna karna aasan nahi hai
par jo mushkilon se dar jaye vo sachha insaan nahi hai

andhera kabhi kabhi bahut darata hai...
par kabhi kabhi yun hi akelepan mein dost ban jaata hai...

kuch kar dikhaane ki chah bahut baar mann mein aati hai...
par hamesha dil ko chu kar hi laut jaati hai...

mere khwaab kabhi poore honge ya nahi ye main nahi jaanta
ya shayad khwaab bhi zindagi ke saath badal jaate hain....

har ghadi ek dost ki talaash rehti hai...
par vo samne bhi ho to hum nahi pehchaan paate hain...

dil aur dimaag kabhi ek si baat nahi batate hain..
kitni bhi koshish kar lo par ye bahut satate hain...

kisi aur ko kya samajhne ki koshish karein zindagi mein...
khud ko smajah paate to vo saare shabd padh paate...

jo zindagi ki kitaab mein dhundla se jaate hain......................


Monday, February 21, 2011

Illusion...!!

Once I saw a person... who was exactly like me ...!!!
I asked him what's his name? he replied... that's a twist

but how can you be so similar...
that's your illusion because I don't exist..!!

then I asked, what brings you here?
to bring your life into top gear

but do I really need you...
he stood silently with a smile

waiting for a while
and then the silence broke
which almost gave me a choke...!!!

you have not done good things in your life...
I am here to avoid your sad demise..

You can ask me whatever you want
You can take help from me in any way
You can cry on my shoulders if you need
You can laugh with me when you are sad
You can share your feelings when you are glad

You are moving into the darkness, unaware of where its leading..
its hurting you and your soul is bleeding...

See the world not how it looks, but how your heart feels
follow your heart and take the necessary turns
only that will help you to heal the burns

go out in the open, and feel the power which the almighty has vested in all
it will take long time for you....
because your soul is crippled and it has to crawl...

don't expect things to occur too fast.. just like a blast
don't be lost..
you have to be carefull as the world is too vast...

go my son... its never too late..
don't accept things believing its your fate

conquer the world which is hidden in your heart...
and that will be your perfect start...!!!

I finally asked, are you here to give me a rebirth..
He smiled again, "I am your angel on this earth"










Modern culture

Every morning when I take my first step out..
wondering why do people shout...

smartly dressed, in a hurry, and a tag is the usual picture
they don't even have time to throw a good gesture..

multi nationals is where they work..
with handsome salary and lot of perks

life is busy.. life is fast...
very soon people even forget about the blast..

I feel its monotonous and I want to depart..
but I have too become an inseperable part...

people say we are developing... we are growing..
but I say we are just following...

we are improving in quality
but what is needed is originality..

now thats something which we indian's really lack..
like a beautiful glass with a crack..

work work and work is the new culture
on top of that we cripple our minds with shares and debenture

very rare are those people who like what they pursue
everyone knows this fact at heart, but nobody dares to be true

humanity is waning and the colors are fading
people are more worried about their grading

apprehension and fear leads only to descent
leave the future and captivate the present

"carpe diem" should be the motto of life
which will make you happy and bring the real you to life

The mystery of dreams..!!

I always wonder about my dreams and the associated weird themes
I see things which really do not exist
is there a significance ? God throw some light and hold my wirst
uncomplicate the cobwebs , let me open my fists.

someone somebody will bring the light of fortune
will it happen soon? or will it be the end
struggle and pain in life make us bend, is there any way to amend
I see people, I see darkness, I see pain
Why not happiness ? even if I try.. its all in vain

The unconscious mind is the greatest explorer
but the conscious makes us to forget the expedition
I sometimes try to recollect, but the doubt remains
is this correct? and I have nobody to explain

apprehension and fear is sitting down at the base
happiness and optimism is only the superficial phase
A hole at the bottom will do the trick
it will drain out the bad and sick
To make that hole, I have to delve down deeper and deeper
at this moment I wish I was a creeper

people say that dreams are unfulfilled desires
but its hard to straigthen those strangled wires
I beleive dreams are the windows of the inner house
always giving you the opportuinities to browse
differnt parts of your life and the soul
hence to understand your ultimate goal.

A day will come when I will understand
and that will give me a reason to rise and stand.

A sad state of mind...!!

life is bad and also sad...!!
can't even remember when was the last time I was glad

Pain, suffering, misery all have clouded me
I am waiting for a ray from the bright sun
always wondering where the cream has gone from by cream bun :)

Is it the situation which was written for me
or is it some punishment from thee
for something which I did wrong and flee

love..!! sweet love is what I am searching for
I had it with me.. but like a lax fucker I made it sour

luck was never with me, I have known this for long
but still it loves to prove the fact
that boss be aware..!! I am not there to act

feeling too much frustrated and don't know what to do....
I am suffering every minute but all is becuase of me....

we have to redeem our deeds in the same life
but that pain is the sharpest knife...

oh almighty... please relieve me from this pain
give my life a newly born grain...

I have never cried so much as I am .. these days..!!
always searching for the newer ways..
to make things right and happyru
but no success..!! all my tries proved crappy...

evrything seems to be eluding away from me....
my soul is deteriorating day by day
I feel like soon I will reach my D-day....

I am strong but still can't sustain what all is going on
please give me more strength and will as an addon


Friday, May 29, 2009

An impossible situation

what to do where to go...!!!
y life is running so slow..
what do I need to become happy
all this sounds so crappy...
becuase no one can be happy,
desires are unending...
and that keeps them always pending..

head or tail.. success or fail
or can the coin stand
because that will be perfectly grand..!!

but the question is how long wil it strive
because that will keep me alive..

no chance of success and no fear of failure
the situation is pretty secure

can this happen... Is there a possibility.
Or should I believe in its inevitability.. :(

It feels good to think of such a situation
because that will be a perfect creation

one of its kind
but is anybody going to achieve
now that is pretty hard to believe...

belief is one thing that you cannot pretend
it comes right from your heart
and generally remains the same from the start

to change your beliefs you need to get evidence
is all this crap or am I making some sense

if yes, then be ready to expect the unexpected.

Monday, October 20, 2008

Why do people kill..???

I always wonder why do people kill...
Is there any thrill.... You are killing someone you don't even know,
and nowdays these activities are going on with an uniterrupted flow
Is there any way to stop them or make them realise...
Or we just have to be a spectator of humanity's sad demise
who should be blamed for all these mishaps
Or is this all because wrong poeple have got powerful caps ?
power is a feeling which every human enjoys
Is it good or it always destroys ?

Criticisms are there all around the globe
But has anybody made a deep probe
As to why do these things happen

First we should give all this a deep thought
then only the solution will be sought

Or is it that nobody's is really looking for a solution
they all are just using all this for their promotion

Everything which our leaders say sounds so fake
Oh God ..please give them some brains to atleast do something for the humanity's sake

If the trend continues and terrorism goes on
no one will know when his life will be gone...

Is this the kind of world which humans desired
If this is the job assigned to humans, then I'd love to be fired.