Fly Free

I want to write something but I am short of words...
thoughts are all over my head while I am looking at the birds...

flying is their nature and its not fascinating to them...
but for me... its something extraordinary....

I sometimes dream that I am flying in the sky...
watching the cars, buildings and people pass by...
dazed and amazed to see me in the sky...!

This gives me a feeling of freeness...
which I always caress.........

Then I pause and think, this is not real..!
and the dream ends bringing me back to my own self.

But, there is a lesson which I have to learn...
which will help me to know how to govern....

The root of liking flying is the freedom which I enjoy...
but if I think deeply, I had the same feeling when I was a small boy...
That was the freedom of my mind, my thoughts and my deeds...
but as we grow up we are cast into a system of creeds..
destroying the real us inside, which was innocent, naive and free to glide...

Our thoughts are channeled by things which are not the most important
but they become the King and the moments of life become the ruled...
this is the way of life and everybody gets fooled...

Some of my thougts may sound like a rebel...
but its not that way... there are good ways to propel..

We cannot free ourself from the system and society....
and thats not needed to meet the almighty...

Balance is the right word.. get it right...!!
you will know when you have boarded the right flight...

Everything is important, just find the right ones for you...
life has millions of things and moments to offer....
some might be good, and in some you have to suffer...

Choose the ones that you believe are worth grabbing...
forget the ones which you didn't choose...
that will be the best way to let loose....

I wish I can do that and bring back the real me....
and then look at the birds without an envy me.....

Kabhi Main Chala Tha.....

Kabhi na kabhi to main chala tha....
jaane kab that vo lamhaa jab main khud se mila tha
hazaaron rang hain zindagi ke... hazaaron pehlu... hazaaron pal...
koi kabhi kahin.... humein bhi mila tha...
chalte chalte jaane kahan aa gaye... kuch pal choote kuch saath aa gaye
kabhi na kabhi to main chala tha....

acche bure, nasamajh-samajhdar, chalak-bhole.....
har tarah ke logon se main bhi mila tha
kabhi na kabhi to main chala tha...

saalon ki zindagi ko samajhne chala tha...
khwab to sabhi dekhte hain..... unhein poora karne sabki tarah
main bhi chala tha... mushkilon se kabhi kabhi main bhi dara tha.....

dorahon pe pahuch kar... doston se bichhad kar...
khud ko dhoondte hue... tinke samet-te hue.. mann mein josh bhara tha...
har rah mein kisi tarah main bhi chala tha....

kya zindagi hai... kya log kehte hain... inse farq mujhe bhi pada tha...
insaano ki bheed mein kuch sachhe dost kabhi kabhi yuhin mil jaate hain
kabhi kabhi vo saath rehte hain.... kabhi kadmo ke nishaan ban jate hain...

Koi aake kehde mujhe... sab kuch to hai ek dhoke jaisa...
sach to hai mere mann mein chupa... use dhoond lun to dekhun zara
raaste mere sahi the... ya galat raaston pe bhi main chala tha....

kabhi koi dil ke kareeb aaya tha... par humne dil ko bahut samjhaya tha..
Us dorahe ka raaz main na samajh paya tha...
kaun jaane har faisla maine hi liya... kuch faisle na le kar bhi
pyaar bhara dil humne dukhaya tha.....

Jab main khud se mil paya.... bahut si baatein samajh paya....
par jo beet chuka hai us pal ko nahi chura paya...
sabse gehra sach jo main samajh paya.... is zindagi ko koi na samajh paya
har waqt sang rehta hai koi saya...
chalte chalo chalte chalo.... har ek lamha to koi bhi na jeet paya
Jeet jaane par bhi ... kabhi kabhi main samajh na paya tha...
kabhi na kabhi main khud se mila tha.....
kahin na kahin main to chala tha.......

Pedestrian

Road ahead is never straight but we think it is...
there are always some turns
sometimes the road just bends downwards and things become easier
sometimes the road curves upwards and things become difficult

when the road splits into two...
those are the most difficult points..

The split is never between right and wrong is what I believe
its just the choice which determines the forthcoming twists and turns

We always get chances to amend and anticipate the coming bend....
one who seizes the opportunity emerges victorious
captures his moments and the sun of his life is always glorious...

There is no light on this road and its always dark ahead
Each of us is blessed with a ray of hope and belief
but not everyone is able to light it to the fullest...

Sometimes I think, Is there any end to this road or it just goes on
but then the question pops up, if there is an end then what would be the dawn

A new road waiting for me or is it the end of the journey of life
If its the end, then what's the difference as everyone is bound to reach the end?
I try to justify this with something I believe
Its always the struggle and the quest that matters

what you get or achieve is something you always knew
but people who enjoy the journey are very few

Are you among those ones.....???????

My Lazy Sunday

I love my lazy Sundays… in every possible ways…
What it brings is peace… makes me feel like a beach in Greece
No work …no play…. Its my lazzziesst day….

Watching movies, tv and sleeping in the afternoon
It’s like an excellent movie…..”coming soon”

Talking to friends, talking to family… makes me feel connected
Sunday always makes me feel resurrected….!

My stressful week and going out on Saturdays…
When I am tired and broken, Sunday smiles with arms wide open….

Every week I plan and plan to organize on Sunday….
But destinations always seem far and I love sleeping on the way

Sleeping, waking up… eating and again sleeping….!
Ohh today is not Sunday and that makes me weeping 

It’s the one seventh part of my life which I love from the bottom of my heart…..
It’s sad that it comes every week but cruel Monday makes it depart

It silently helps me recover from my hangover sometimes
By slowly pushing and pushing my morning rhymes…..

Oh my dear Sunday….!! Oh my lazy Sunday..!
I always wish I could be with you forever some day…………

There is always light at the other end of the tunnel......

There is always light at the other end of the tunnel……
Problems in life…. A very sharp knife…
Most people think.. it’s a crappy life

Deep emotions… Extreme frustration
But still superficial consideration…

Responsibilities, confusion, obligations…
Are all life’s ramifications…

There is no one who is happy from the core…
Some have less problems and some have more…

Some blame others some blame themselves
But very few go deeper into their mind’s shelves

Is there a way…. That all the problems go away…
I still await that kind of a day…….

As that would make me feel alive…..!!!!
Some of us give up.. some of us battle…
But there are people like me who always believe….
There is always light at the other end of the tunnel…
It’s just the walk.. which is hard to survive……!!!!!

Illusion...!!

Once I saw a person... who was exactly like me ...!!!

I asked him what's his name? he replied... that's a twist

but how can you be so similar...

that's your illusion because I don't exist..!!

then I asked, what brings you here?

to bring your life into top gear

but do I really need you...

he stood silently with a smile

waiting for a while

and then the silence broke

which almost gave me a choke...!!!

you have not done good things in your life...

I am here to avoid your sad demise..

You can ask me whatever you want

You can take help from me in any way

You can cry on my shoulders if you need

You can laugh with me when you are sad

You can share your feelings when you are glad

You are moving into the darkness, unaware of where its leading..

its hurting you and your soul is bleeding...

See the world not how it looks, but how your heart feels

follow your heart and take the necessary turns

only that will help you to heal the burns

go out in the open, and feel the power which the almighty has vested in all

it will take long time for you....

because your soul is crippled and it has to crawl...

don't expect things to occur too fast.. just like a blast

don't be lost..

you have to be carefull as the world is too vast...

go my son... its never too late..

don't accept things believing its your fate

conquer the world which is hidden in your heart...

and that will be your perfect start...!!!

I finally asked, are you here to give me a rebirth..

He smiled again, "I am your angel on this earth"